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CONCERNING MY SELF

After all heroic yesterdays i am pulling back to my peace
It is not only that I am serendering but a lot of other things and reasons as well
So what now?
Today is my day
Today is when tomorrow is being prepared
Again a hero or a king of fog and smog
That is already known, no one can say that everything is wrong,
When number is rising from day to day
Of heroes, of heroins, of heroes, of heroins
Which live (survive) everything, really everything
9^th circle of hell is closed and all the others appeared here in front of us
we stab our self with knives in our own backs and cry loud with frustration
the skys are still not delivering peace, we are looking at it already with suspicion
and we do not give a damn that city is on fire,
and that the high peaks of the bottom are shaking
we have suffered a lot
and now we do not feel like living any more
life on the road that should take us to our goal, goal, goal..
Emergency exit social welfare
Exit in case of emergency, in case of self defense cavalry is to be on stand by
The tribes are already under the walls of the city
We have only couple of hours left
And than
We know that thy do not have enough of fuel
Their flying machines are useless
All weapons are harmless without uranium
Convoy that they are waiting for is not going to arrive
I think we still have time for dance of gratitude
To the God given victory
It is cold enough to see the bottom of the lake
Armored bodies of our warriors are sparkling like the shoal of stopped fishes
And too many horses we have lost
Unfortunately.
All of them extraordinary animals!
only by the pure case, unlimited and happy,
and the pure case does not exist, I have become aware of that too
couple of years more and I'll be 30
and jet I still resemble the kid, young and easy to be fulled around
and so much of rotten and healthy I have seen that i could be 40 y.o.
And again newer enough
Because enough do not exist
I have realized that too, I become aware of that too
And all the time re/run is presented as brand new shit
They put under my nose already seen, wared out, old
And what is really the worst shit they put under my nose pulp, uncreativity,
Horror, ignorance, and pale, pale feeling they sell to us
I am floating in the swimming pool
I am not terrified by water any more, I am dive deep
Suddenly grown up
I have forgotten all my dreams
I have buried every ambition
And went on the road

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